THE GLUCOSE
In the days following the disciplinary assembly, the atmosphere at Loxley Hall shifted entirely.
On “Loxley Confessions,” a new post appeared, not anonymous as usual but posted openly by the page’s own administrators: “Apologies to Cordelia Ashworth for what was said earlier. Please be more careful judging a story you’ve only heard from one side.”
Genevieve, who had stood beside Rosalind through everything, came to find me one afternoon, stammering an apology for having stayed silent for so long, though I knew she wasn’t entirely blameless either.
Rosalind, once her suspension ended, returned to school but was no longer “the heart of Loxley” as before — her name now carried the word “fake” whenever anyone happened to bring up the old story, and for the most part, she chose silence, avoiding everyone.
I didn’t feel joy over it, only relief — as if a weight that had pressed on my chest for weeks had finally been set down.
One afternoon in late October, Amelia and I sat on the familiar stone steps by the field, where it had all begun, a new tube of glucose gel in my hand, its box still crisp and unopened.
“Thank you,” I said, looking at Amelia, “for keeping every bit of evidence, right from that very first day, and for believing me even when the whole school turned its back.”
Amelia squeezed my hand, smiling even as her eyes welled up.
“Next time, don’t make me wait that long again. I was genuinely terrified.”
I didn’t answer right away, just squeezed her hand gently in return, looking out over the green field stretching under the pale afternoon light of the Cotswolds.
There were things neither of us needed to say out loud — that real fairness was never something you could crown yourself with in front of a crowd, it was something that only ever showed itself clearly once no one could keep performing anymore.
